Today I realised something quite interesting. You know how people always say that privacy is good, being alone sometimes in nice, but I just don't like it. I think I am actually suffering from "being alone too much" syndrome. Ok, most of my family have gone to Shanghai [except my dad] and are due back in 3 days time. The thing is, I was thinking that it'll be a good time for me to concentrate on my work and not be bothered by other things like 'mum screaming at brother' and 'sister screaming at the dog' and.. well, you get the idea but in the end, it has made me just sad.

I just find it too damn quiet! For me to sit and do my work [sketching, which isnt at all interesting to do all day] is SO boring. I turn on the radio, the tv and STILL its too quiet. And I don't go out much cos I tell myself that I have to do work, but alot of times, I think, "Hey, I got alot of time, I'll do it later" and then suddenly realise that little has actually been done. Sheesh. I'm confused. And I definitely dont like the fact that I have to be in the house alone for most of the day. If only I could bring the dog into the house. Ah well. Tidak apa. I'll survive.

Little Kotak makes herself her favourite cup of milo and sits down to read Lord of the Rings.

I feel better now. Thanks for reading. :D Muaks to everyone and especially to you-know-who. @};-